I may need to start being a bit more honest with myself about my medication needs. Over the past 3 days, I have:
Been on the verge of tears for a variety of reasons, including watching the Gingerbread Challenge on The Food Network, talking to my best friend and those GODDAMN KAY JEWELER COMMERCIALS.
Snapped at my boyfriend for using the wrong bathroom. (Just...don't ask)
Sat on my couch, completely befuddled by the vast array of housecleaning choices available to me - clean the catbox? or the kitchen? or take a shower? OH MY GOD, OH MY GOD I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Gotten up, taken the shower and then in a burst of mania heretofore unrivaled (by myself, that is - I don't know about you crazy fuckers) convinced myself that in the space of an hour I could totally cleanthekitchenbathroomcatboxmyroomkiddo'sbathroomlivingroom (breeeeeeeeeeeeeeeath in) andthencooksomesoupandtheredbeansandfreezetheredbeansandthen
balancemycheckbookandmaybefinishmyonlineshopping (breeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeath in) andthenohyeahIneedtodoallthelaundryokIcandothatandthenIwanttoknit ablanketforBFFandmaybegotothegymbecauseI'mgettingsofat
(thump)
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Yeah, I just MIGHT need to be a little more realistic about my medication needs and maybe OOOOOOH, START TAKING THE FUCKING THINGS AGAIN.
BAH.
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See now, I'm thinking of tapering off my medication and that's EXACTLY what I'm afraid might happen. But I'm sick of taking it and getting the rip-roaring headaches when I forget a dose. Hope you're feeling better today.
I'm thinking about going back on nicotine - antidepressant, mind-focuser, upper, no sexual side effects - but I can't figure out what form I want. Chaw? Patch? Gum?
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